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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Love Quote

Ada orang rela bunuh diri kerana dikhianati cinta,
Ada yang merelakan keperawanan demi cinta,
Ada yang balas dendam demi cinta,
Ada yang dihimpit tekanan kerana cinta ditolak,
Ada yang berani backstreet dan memberontak orang tua demi cinta,
Bahkan ada yang berani membunuh gara-gara cinta dipermainkan,
Ada yang marah ketika kasihnya tidak dibalas seperti diharapkan

Bagaimana kalau kita jajarkan dengan yang satu ini :
Kasih itu sabar,
Kasih itu murah hati,
Ia tidak cemburu,
Ia tidak memegahkan diri dan tidak sombong,
Ia tidak melakukan yang tidak sopan dan tidak mencari keuntungan diri sendiri,
Ia tidak pemarah dan tidak menyimpan kesalahan orang lain,
Ia tidak bersukacita kerana ketidakadilan, tapi kerana kebenaran,
Ia menutupi segala sesuatu, percaya segala sesuatu,
Sabar menanggung segala sesuatu

Ingatlah melepaskan seseorang pergi, bukan akhir dari dunia
Melainkan awal sesuatu kehidupan baru
Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang menangis..
Mereka yang disakiti
Mereka yang telah mencari
Dan mereka yang telah mencuba
Kerena merekalah yang boleh menghargai
Betapa pentingnya orang yang telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka

Mahu mencari cinta yang murni dan jujur ?
Ia adalah ketika kita menitiskan air mata dan masih peduli terhadapnya
Ia adalah ketika dia tidak mempedulikan kita, kita masih menunggu dengan setia
Ia adalah ketika dia mula mencintai orang lain, kita masih mampu tersenyum dan selamba berkata : saya turut berbahagia untukmu..

Apabila cinta tidak berhasil bebaskan diri kita
Biarlah hati kita melebarkan sayapnya dan terbang ke alam bebas sekali lagi
Ingatlah kita boleh menemukan cinta dan kehilangannya
Tapi ketika cinta itu mati, kita tidak perlu mati bersamanya
Orang yang terkuat bukan mereka yang selalu menang
Melainkan mereka yang tetap teguh ketika mereka jatuh

Entah bagaimana dalam perjalanan kehidupanmu
Kamu belajar tentang dirimu sendiri
Dan menyedari
Bahawa penyesalan tidak seharusnya ada
Hanya penghargaan abadi
Diatas pilihan-pilihan kehidupan yang telah kita buat

Teman yang sejati mengerti ketika kita berkata ; "aku terlupa"
Menunggu selamanya ketika kita berkata ; "tunggu sebentar"
Tetap tinggal ketika kita berkata ; "tinggalkan aku sendiri"
Membuka pintu walaupun kita belum mengetuknya
Dan berkata ; "engkau boleh masuk"

Mencintai bukanlah sepertimana kita melupakan
Melainkan bagaimana kita memaafkan
Bukanlah bagaimana kita mendengarkan
Melainkan bagaimana kita mengerti
Bukanlah apa yang kita lihat
Melainkan apa yang kita rasa
Bukanlah bagaimana kita melepaskan
Melainkan bagaimana kita bertahan
Lebih berbahaya mencucurkan airmata dalam hati
Dibandingkan menangis tersedu-sedu
Air mata yang kelihatan dapat dihapuskan
Sementara air mata yang tersembunyi,
Mengoreskan luka yang tidak pernah hilang

Dalam urusan cinta, kita sangat jarang menang
Tapi ketika cinta itu tulus, meskipun kalah, kita tetap menang
Hanya kerana kita bebahagia
Dapat mencintai seseorang
Lebih dari kita mencintai diri sendiri

Akan tiba saatnya dimana kita harus berhenti mencintai seseorang
Bukan kerana orang itu berhenti mencintai kita,
Melainkan kerana kita menyedari
Bahawa orang itu akan lebih bahagia, apabila kita melepaskannya

Apabila kita benar-benar mencintai seseorang,
Jangan lepaskan dia
Jangan percaya bahawa melepaskan, selalu bererti kita benar-benar mencintainya
Melainkan berjuanglah demi cinta itu
Itulah cinta yang sejati

Dalam urusan cinta, kita sangat jarang menang
Tapi ketika cinta itu tulus, meskipun kalah, kita tetap menang
Hanya kerana kita bebahagia
Dapat mencintai seseorang
Lebih dari kita mencintai diri sendiri


Akan tiba saatnya dimana kita harus berhenti mencintai seseorang
Bukan kerana orang itu berhenti mencintai kita,
Melainkan kerana kita menyedari
Bahawa orang itu akan lebih bahagia, apabila kita melepaskannya


Apabila kita benar-benar mencintai seseorang,
Jangan lepaskan dia
Jangan percaya bahawa melepaskan, selalu bererti kita benar-benar mencintainya
Melainkan berjuanglah demi cinta itu
Itulah cinta yang sejati


Lebih baik menunggu orang yang kamu inginkan
Daripada berjalan bersama orang yang tersedia
Lebih baik menunggu orang yang kamu cintai
Daripada memaksa dengan yang ada disekeliling kita
Lebih baik menunggu orang yang tepat
Kerana hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk dibuang,
Hanya dengan seseorang yang belum tentunya JODOH kita

Kadangkala orang yang paling kita cintai
Adalah orang yang menyakiti hati kita
Dan kadangkala, teman yang membawa kita kedalam pelukannya
Adalah hanya kerana oleh nafsunya sahaja, bukannya cinta……

how much do you agree? I'd like to know your opinion.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Oops!

Yeah,oops! It's private?? Huhu~ Don't get mad at me.. At least some of you can still read my blog. I only invite those who read and follow my blog. I dunno some of your emails so I couldn't invite everyone YET. Why is it private now?? Funny reason. I'm embarrassed with myself :p Oh well, I did mistakes. I was foolish and immature. I want to stop doing those stupid things so I better stop writing craps. I think you know what I mean. "Pajid,shh...diam!". Hoho,anyways, I hope you guys would still read my blog and leave comments. I really appreciate your comments. Arigatou!! (^_^)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Crazy yet I'm Happy


Don't mess with me. I have a death note. Once I write your name in it, you'll be dead in 40 seconds. Haha! Like that's gonna happen! I've been wanting to post this since like...forever! Thanks a lot to my two rommates for shedding tears in my eyes when you gave me that death note shirt. (T_T) Terharu giler wa cakap sama lu~~. I really love it guys! You guys are the best rommates ever! Wanna know whow it happened?? Keep reading..

On that day, the thing that I remembered clearly was Wani, crying on her bed and holding her head. Faizah and I was like....er....are you okay,Wani?? She talked a bit, explained what happened and we listened attentively. That was when Tuan sent a message to me. Fuh, right timing!! "Mayday2x!! Wani break-down2x!! Crying2x!!". And Tuan was like soooo worried! At 6.50pm Tuan arrived and she was tthe final victim that we could find to accompany Wani to DC. Luckily, she didn't mind. I went to Wawa's room to discuss bout Faizah's birthday. Not long after that, the two of them told me there's a booth selling death note shirts at DC. I was eager to go and buy one. Suddenly Wani showed me a shirt and I screamed my heart out!! Jeleznya!!! Out of a sudden she said, "memang untuk kau pun!". And then, BUM! Pengsan! Uhuk2x!! Sedar2 mata basah. Giler terharu time tu...Wa~~~~~Thanks a lot ya guys.... Arigatou!!!!!! I was really speechless that time and even now I cudn't express how happy I was on that day. But,you guys know I love you right? So, no probs la... I'll just treasure that moment forever. (^_^)

Thursday, February 19, 2009

More Tags From Fatin

Hm...this time the question is very general. I'm not sure what should I share with you guys. What do you want to know? I thought you knew everything about me??


Write 25 things about yourself.


  1. I love birthdays. So, remember mine! 03091991 (i rarely 4get my loved ones' bday)

  2. I saw my father for the last time on 31032008 (saddest day of my life)

  3. I am the youngest in the family so I'm very 'manja'. (perlu ke bgtau?)

  4. I am very direct. (so many people said this to me. I never realised it b4)

  5. I tend to hide my true feelings especially when I do not want to hurt anybody. (I'd rather hurt myself and keep it safe with me. Unless I can't take it anymore)

  6. Terlalu mudah terlalu syg pd seseorang. But not to a guy, coz it's hard for me to fall easily to a guy. I love someone easily refers to my friends, roommates, lecturers....you know what I mean. (Sometimes it's a benefit but most of the times it hurts)

  7. I love to make surprises.

  8. I am short-tempered.

  9. I love to talk, but I'm also a good listener.

  10. I love entertainment. (music,movies,theatre,dance)

  11. I love to travel. (even juz a picnic by the lake)

  12. I got hurt easily but I rarely show that I am in pain. That explains why people don't know that I am very sensitive. (usually i'd be ok in a short while so nothing to worry)

  13. I love to eat! Muahahaha~

  14. I love sports. (new hobby!)

  15. I am an otaku (21 ckp (>///<) )

  16. My first anime craze is to Slam Dunk.

  17. My favourite colour is pink,purple and blue.

  18. I attended SRKSJ on 1998-2002. SAMDE on 1998-2002. SMAP Labu on 2003-2007. UiTM Shah Alam on 2008-2009.

  19. I am chosen to go for nasional Service this year, da 3rd series.

  20. My first crush was to Firdaus, my classmate in Kindergarten. Muahahaha~

  21. My sweetest crush was to nassier, the really adorable guy in standard 1. Haha~

  22. 3 things that I love since 'azali' is Basketball, Debate and Silat but I only got to join debate when I was in form 4. The other two, I'm still finding opportunities..

  23. I can speak 4 languages, tp x pro sgt pun. Malay,English,Arabic and French.

  24. I would LOVE to learn how to play an instrument and tune out the song of my heart. Either piano, or guitar.....any instrument would do.

  25. I was an introvert, but now I am an extrovert. Sometimes, the introvert in me still comes and makes me feel low~


Enough about me, I wanna know about my friends now. I wanna tag the following names.


*Pajid*Siha*Effy*Boi*LinO*Amri*Ieyza*Maryam*Fie*

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Holding Back Your Tears

I've been very miserable this week. Tak taula org perasan ke tak. Maybe tak kot. Ataupun org perasan tp org x amek peduli. It's normal la kan...at first you thought that you care for people and they care for you but in the end reality hurts. I'm not pointing at anyone directly,k.. Juz let me 'merepek' at my blog today.

I've always been in this situation. i want to cry so much but the tears just wouldn't drop. I feel the pain and yet I'm trying my best to hide it from people. (abestu knp tulis kat blog? sengal!) Well, I don't want people to know it directly...only those who really know me can see the cloud in my eyes. I want to share this with someone but I feel that I have no place to go. (I have the GREATEST roommates but I dun want them to listen to my problem when they are all busy with tests now. Perhaps in the weekend I will). So,that leaves me my other friends. Where are they? All happy with their life. I dun want to ruin their happiness with my problem.

What would you do if you're in my shoes? I feel like crying all day and stop thinking about it. But, crying doesn't solve your problem so why make it a big deal? (aku mmg ssh nak ngs drpd kecik) I feel so powerless to see things that I dislike happening in front of my eyes but there's nothing I can do about it. I faced it during high school and I'm facing it again, here. Is my voice really that small? People don't seem to care what I say. Is it because I'm younger than you guys that you don't respect me? I don't know. I just hope this thing would stop bugging me and I hope I'd happy watching PGL tonight.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Jgn Jeles ha~

Nyeh3x~I found these pictures and it made me smile! Maybe someone's gonna be jealous of me. Hmm....I wonder who??

wonder girls - so hot

wonder girls


This one's my favourite.


Looking so cute! (^_^)v


Ain't she cute??


The 1st from your left, my favourite! The 1st from your right, Tuan's Favourite!

Wonder girls - The 80s girl livin in the 20th era.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Something About Us (part 2)

I don't know why, today I felt the biggest urge to write a new post. It's quite impossible coz we only have lunch hour break today. After that, we have class at 2. I thought maybe I cud skip my lunch and post something new, but alhamdulillah..kalau Allah mengizinkan, Dia akan memudahkan jalan.. At 8.45 we received a text message from Miss Sally saying that she's on leave today. Without waiting 4 anyone, I hurried to the library. And here I am, sitting in front of the pc, wanting to share another story of my life. Here comes~

I've always said this and I will never stop saying it. I am very thankful and happy with my roommates. My so called deja-vu is proven to be wrong when I got the best roommates ever! I was close with my previous roommates too, but this semester is way different than last semester. I find myself pampared to the things I've never known before. The joy of doing something new together is unexplainable. Dancing till 3am, watching cool korean bands, eating waffle with hot mocha and loving death note has made me happier than ever. I cudn't express my gratitude towards my roommates for giving me such beautiful experiences this semester. I've always said this to them and I know that they're aware about my overflowing happiness. I just love to say it over and over again to remind myself that if anything happens, I know I have a bunch of friends behind me, supporting me.

Yesterday, at 8pm sharp I received a text message from Muhyi.

"MEDSI WORKSHOP
Date: 14feb09 (sat)
Place: angsana
Attire: smart casual
Time: 8am-4pm
Everyone compulsory. Spread the notice."

I felt like my heart was stabbed with a knife, my tears almost feel to my cheeks. That was supposed to be the date where I should hangout with my roommates at Pyramid to watch Upin and Ipin. I glanced to Fizah, and she was still sleeping soundly so I can only tell Wani about it. "Wani~~I have a workshop this Saturday~~". "Never mind, we'll still go on with our Friday plan and hangout on Sunday,k?". Somehow, it shud've made me glad but I did not feel glad at all! It's not fun going out on a Sunday,when that's the day you shud be relaxing in your room. If we went out on Saturday, at least we can rest on Sunday. But, as I've said before, kita merancang, Allah yang menentukan.. Allah lebih tahu apa yang terbaik buat hamba-Nya..



I persuaded myself with those words and tried to distract myself. I end up sleeping! Haha! At 9.15pm I was so damn hungry so I decided to go to DC and buy something for myself. Alhamdulillah, I managed to eat Pattaya Fried Rice. =p After that, we continued our hobby of taking pictures. This time, Faizah joined us! Thank God! At last we cud take pictures wit her. Not long after that, I helped Fizah with her stroy-telling. Faizah helped too cuz she cudn't sleep. Huhu~ It was fun seeing the cute pictures that she had for the story-telling. Fizah was worried that she hadn't any props for the story-telling. No biggy, there's no mark for props anyway. When she's done, we watched a few videos of Korea bands. It was damn fun! The wonder boys were soooooo hilarious. haha!



When I saw that Faizah had fallen into slumber, I invited Fizah to continue our dance routine. Alhamdulillah, it was much easier than the days before because I felt less inferior that Wani was not around. I managed to learn a lot of new steps but still, I need A LOT of practice. The dance was not so difficult, but because I have no basic in dancing at all, I need time to dance gracefully. Gracefully? Can I? I hope so. I guess people wud ask why do we dance everyday. Simple. It's part of the surprise-party plan. We're gonna dance in front of faizah on her birthday. Her birthday is tomorrow! Huhu~can't wait to work our plan out! It shud be a very fun party cuz we're having a REAL party tomorrow night. I mean it, REAL party!





Today is a big day for Faziah and Fizah. Faizah has economics test and Fizah has story-telling in the evening. I wish you guys the best luck in the world. Do your best, make yourself proud! I have demonstrative speech tomorrow and I haven't decided what origami shud I demonstrate tomorrow. Hmm...sounds like an opportunity to kill myself. Dun worry, I'll settle evrything before tomorrow. Wani san~help me!!! I have so many things to decide tomorrow. It'll be the shopping-for-faizah's-surprise-party day!! Maybe I'll be going out with Wawa,Wani and Fizah. Hafta think of a quick solution on how to bring the cake back to college. Anyone wants to lend me their car????

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I told you, Fatin LOVES to tag me!! ^^

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse.)
C) Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.


1.What have you been doing recently?
dance till 3am. =)


2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Jarang sgt2.


3.What happened at 10am today?
still blogging.


4.When did you last cry?
can't remember.


5.Believe in fate/destiny?
yup!


6.What do you want in your life now?
more maturity.



7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
neither. redah je la~


8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
sleep. nikmat.


9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
kain kurung.


10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
Dear ALLAh, this is ur mth of Rejab. The lady reading this is beautiful, classy, strong & I love her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her 2 excel aboveexpectations. Help her 2 shine in darkest places & love where it is impossible 2 love. Amin.... :)
Got it from my mom! =)


11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
yes! definitely! sumtimes. ngade2.


12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Yup, I'm wearing my sister's veil. (u noe i dun have tdg bawal,aite?)


13.What was the last movie you caught?
Make It Happen.


14.What are you proud of?
myself. self obsession. haha!
kidding!
everything kot?


15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
Awk sabar k.. (31st march 08, 3.50 am) Not long before my father went away.


16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
Nobody from wonder girls.


17.Do you have any nicknames?
A LOT! Buzz, buzzy, sya, english freak, butterfly91, misa2, farisya, mrs motivator and bazla.


18.What does the newest text say?
Sya kt ner? efi bru smpye


19.What time did you go to bed last night?
Sharp at 3am.


20.Are you currently happy?
I'm feelin gay!


21.Who gives you the best advise?
my father. the ones i love.


22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
not even once.


23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
no one (alicia keys).


24.Is something bugging you now?
Now..nothing. Soon..demonstrative speech and MEDSI workshop.


25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Siha, with what she wrote on her post. I mean the comment that she replied.


I'm tagging
-pajid
-boi
-fie
-siha
-effy

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Amri tags me~



1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
amri is my course-mate...currently the most shy person i've ever met!

2. Your impressions towards him/her.
amri sengal.....bile jumpe malu....tp waktu blogging mesra,cepat dan betul plak...

aiyo~~u better change my perception~~ hikhik (^_~)

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
so far....he appreciates my blog content. hehe. xp

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
malu gile kot nak dtg fac. esp dgn bdk grup d. haiyo~cudn't imagine. but if it doesn't happen during asasi then i guess it's ok la...

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
try to solve the problem quick. buatpe nak ada musuh...hidup x aman la...


7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her
jgn malu sgt amri! aku nk tgk ko tego aku kat fac!


8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
amri turns into professor klon and clones pajid. hahak!
ok,be serious!

i wud hate any guy that spoils a woman. honestly...to me, lelaki yg pegang tgn perempuan tu sebenarnye merosakkan perempuan tue.. yela, slalunye bile things like that happen, a guy wud be blamed. so kalo amri buat cm2 pd mane2 kwn sy, atau yg seangkatan dgnnye...mmg menempah nama jadi musuh la....


9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is
kidnap his niece. hehe.
get to know him better and be real friends. not just the blogging friend.


10. The overall impression of him/her is...
heheheh......

i dunno much about amri...i only know he's very shy....currently being gossiped with Myra....even tho Myra already has a steady.. Perhaps amri is another introverted friend that I have. Or is it because he's from a religious school that makes him soooooo shy? i wonder....

well, all in all i dun see a thing about him that wud make people dislike him. so i guess he's da lovable kind of person la kot??? lovable not in da serious meaning eh... lovable as a frend... jgn pike laen plak!


Tagged 4 da 3rd time



1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

we're psycho-mates! hahak!



2. Your impressions towards him/her.

impressions are 4 people who doesn't know each other. i told you we're psycho-mates. y wud u wanna noe my impressions of her? but i guess if i answer dat it's cheating,eh? okla...u've answered mine so i'm answering yours honestly.



dis gurl is 1 in a million. i've always said she's unique but i've never really said why. she's tender yet ganaz..she hates jiwang-karat stuffs but sumtimes she can appreciate jiwang-karat stuffs more than i do. sometimes she's expression-less but when she 's happy you can't help smiling. she's royal but really down-to-earth. some wud say she's boring but her life is very colourful actually. and the most important, i never expected we cud be dis close! we're so close dat i wanted 2 cry when she went away without saying gudbye. and i also wanted 2 cry when i read her blog. i felt bad dat i wasn't there 4 her when she's sad.



3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

introducing a lot of new things to my life. makes my life more colourful than ever.



5. If he/she become your lover, you will..

kill myself. we're both straight so if one day we're lovers it wud mean dat hari dah kiamat. xpyh bunuh diri pun dah kompem mati.



6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...

cry all day and tell her how much i hate da situation. i dun want her to be my enemy at all..



7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her

wud've accept her as she is. i told u she's unique. y wud i wanna change her at all?



8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...

cudn't think of anythg 4 now.



9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is

make her dance in front of evryone during faizah's birthday! hahak! kidding!

being there 4 her when she's happy or sad.



10. The overall impression of him/her is...

da gurl wit 1001 secrets of herself. very introverted yet da spotlight to some people.



ok....dats all...I'm not answering the next questions. or else more people wud have 2 answer dis tag! Huhuh~


Friday, February 6, 2009

Tema minggu ini : STRESS

"Dan sesungguhnya KAMI menduga kamu dengan sedikit
ketakutan dan kelaparan,
kekurangan harta benda, (kehilangan) jiwa,
dan (kekurangan) buah-buahan,
dan berikanlah khabar gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar
iaitu mereka yang apabila ditimpa kesusahan mereka berkata :
Sesungguhnya kami semua adalah milik Allah dan
kepada Nya kami kembali"

(al-baqarah 155-157)


Ada org cakap aku obses blogging. Satu hari sampai 3 post. Nak buat camne,memang aku suke. Tapi takpela aku anggap dia bergurau walaupun mungkin dia memang maksudkan camtu.

Wani tgh kepenatan. Malam tak cukup tido, siang kena pergi kelas. Kesian tgk dia. Tp xpela, semoga semua usaha dia berbaloi. Aku yakin mlm 2 akan jd mlm yg sgt bez buat law students!

Hari tu jam II hilang. Aku bacakan ayat kat atas, Tak tahulah berkesan ke tak. Mungkin kalo dia hayati, berkesan kot. Sabar eh II..

21 pun tension. Susah sangat nak dapat sticker kenderaan. Aku tolong setakat yang mampu. Tapi,akhirnya takde sangat pun yg dpt aku tlg. I have an uneasiness kalo tgk org keliling aku tension. Aku akan cuba sedaya-upaya utk tlg org 2. Tp,apakan daya, kudrat manusia ada batasnya. Aku cuma blh tlg berdoa je la.

Geroro pun bad mood 2,3 ari nie. Tak tau nape. Nak tanya takut. Nape geroro? Sbb aku ke? Ke aku je yg perasan? Ape2 pun aku harap problem ko settle cepat.

Tu yg aku perasan. Yg aku x perasan xtau la. Tp, aku pun tergolong dlm golongan yg stress jgk.
  • xde idea utk story-telling
  • x ready lg utk demonstrative speech
  • risau psl grammar
  • pening psl duit
  • jiwa kacau

Sape2 yg blh bg kate2 semangat, bg la...coz I need it. Minggu ni sgt pnjg,kan 21? I hope the rainbow would turn up soon. I will try my bez to cope with the situation. Chaiyo' Sya!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Something to ease my mind

It had been a long week for me. With grammar test, friendship problem, health problem, financial problem and of course dealing with my emotions that kept getting sensitive at this time of month. I regretted not going to AKSES meeting yesterday but still, I'm thankful I studied grammar. Or else i'd be fainting in class; jaws dropped when the question paper reached my bare hands. I NEVER EEVER expected I would get an essay to write during a grammar quiz! Oh well~Miss Shima is full of surprises. I just hope I wouldn't fail the quiz. It was the best I could give out. And the question was pretty hard too! Everyone said so. Aite friends?

So, to ease my tense I wanna put more DeathNote wallpapers to entertain myself. Hope you guys would love it too! (^_~)


The main characters, in cute faces.

Want some cake?


Whoa~definitely love this!!

I love them both~(^_^)v

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Fatin loves to tag me (=_=;)



1. 7 ciri Lelaki Idaman Anda :-

-matang
-berdikari
-sensitif,peka n berpengetahuan dlm bab agama
-comforting
-pandai bercakap
-x kerek
-a good listener

2. 7 Lelaki Yang Tak Pernah Anda Minati Sepanjang Hidup :-
ni nak ciri ke nama nie??

-perasan hensem
-ambik kesempatan atas kuasa yg diorg ada
-lelaki yg merosakkan perempuan
-mempersendakan agama
-suka buat swit kat bdk pmpuan (mcm la kitorg ni tikus kat tepi jalan)
-bwk motor/kete laju2 n bingitkan telinga org
-mencarut all the time (xde bnd laen ke nk ckp?)

3. 7 Perasaan Anda Sekiranya Keluar Dengan Orang Yang Minati :-
kenapa mesti tujuh??? it depends jgk how's da guy treating me. I wudn't feel da same if he's not treating me well. but,assume he does...dis is how I feel.
-happy
-cloud 9
-excited
-bahagia
-angau
-can't stop smiling
-rasa nk cite kat sume org


4. 7 Tempat Istimewa Yang Ingin Dilawati Bersama Pasangan Anda :-
currently xde psgn lg,so ni angan2 je la ek.

-umrah same2
-paris
-new zealand
-uk
-japan (museum manga)
-pulau yg aman
-cameron highlands

*********dah sampai sini baru aku sedar aku teramek salah soalan. mintak maap la ye, malas nak delete yg dah tulis kat atas tu. Kikiki. Ni yg betul punye :-


1. How old are you?
seriusly 17


2. Are you single?
yes, single n available.


3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
27. terok x?


4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
i told u i'm single. soklan pe ko tanye nih...? :p


5. If not, who do you want to marry?
never thought of it yet.


6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
kalo x sanding, nikah je x blh ke? byk sgt la kena kuar duit. (kedekut!)
i guess traditional la kot.


7. Your ideal motive?
motive of what? marrying traditionally ke?
xnak lari dr adat..


8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
depends on whether or not he is able to bring me there.
paris.


9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
around 3.5k. kgkawan mak lg, sedare mare, kgkawan aku yg beribu riban tuh lg..


10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
huh. simple wud be sweet. but if i really love him, maybe i want an extravagant wedding. nevertheless, aku ni anak bongsu, mesti mak aku nak buat grand2 punye...percayala ckp aku!


11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
err....what r u asking actually?


12. How many layers of cake do you want?
1. jgn membazir.

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
hotel? mahal la. dewan la...murah sket. tp dewan yg grand la.


14. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
nikah ke sanding ni? nikah mlm la best. sanding tgh ari.


15. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
outdoors, kalo hujan demam kang. huhuh. xtau la x decide lg.


16. Do you like a grand entrance for your bride?
even tho it's embarrassing....maybe yes.

kenapa soalan tag yg aku dpt mesti hilang satu soalan eh?


18. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding
english romantic songs.


19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
both. depends on my plan 4 that day.

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
a light one. who wud want a solemn one?

21. What age do you think you want to get married?
i've answered juz now.


22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
someone like fahri in ayat2 cinta.

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
the normal one. pening la kalo bebanyak sgt.


24. Champagne or red wine?
both are not preferable. air suam sudah. xdela sakit tekak minum ais. kan effy??


25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after the wedding.


26. Money or household items?
erm....x phm soklan.


27. Who will pay for the bills?
he's paying the bills and i'm paying everything about me on my own.


28. Are you ready for married life?
definitely NOT!


29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
bongoknye soalan! Ya la!


30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
of coz la..unless i'm protecting him from sumthing. (a doll's house)


31. How many kids would you like to have?
i only want 2. one girl and boy.
tp, sunyi la...kan? 4 kowt.


32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
depends on him. i'll follow him.


33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
which is longer? diamond or gold? i want the longer one.


34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
simple but tasty.


35. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
honeymoon? erm...yup! tgk di hari tua best gak.

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
-Pajid
-Effy
-LinO
-Tuan
-Marya


Monday, February 2, 2009

Dedicating this to Boi!

Happy Birthday to you,
you were born in the zoo,
with lions and kangaroo,
and a monkey like you!
LOL! Jgn mrh a Boi...Huhu~
When the clock striked 12 last night, Effy,Pajid,Jaja and I ran to Pajid's room. Why? Because ALL of us finish our credit so we cudn't call Faiz. Hikhik. Funny! We called him but the call was left unanswered. Busy betol Boi mlm tu. (^_~). On 12.36 finally he answered the call! "Boi~!!!!". Everyone screamed. Hahak! Even Maryam was there, lost and dumbed for a while when we ran in her room. Upenye nak call Boi... Happy Birthday Boi, may all your dreams come true. I hope it wud be a SWEET 19 this year. Hahak! You're getting older, i'm still 17...(nak jugak). Dun forget to answer my tag. (sempat lg tue) Treasure our memories....be yourself coz those are the things that made you special! *wink*

Pajidu tagged me.

Yeah, I should be patient with the tags that I got. Pajid, I dun wanna answer question no.11-23 ok?



1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

Pajid? of coz la my bez frend. dy xpnah lupa kat ak. cam gmbr kat sblh ni. aku buat perangai pun dy sbr jek..

2. Your impressions towards him/her.

my 1st impression towards her. i saw her in Mawar's DM and i thought, wow...dye nih mesti cool and groovy giler. tp,xknla x knal tetibe nk tego. tgk2 bdk tesl gak. hahak!

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

byk...just by knowing her I discovered a lot of new things. She fulfilled my dreams (nak masuk drama and nak jumpe stacy. hahak!) she was always there with me, in sickness and in health. she always backed me up when i was down and alone. she's a great friend, and i'm lucky to have her in my life.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..

I will make her happy all my life

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...

I will find ways to solve the problem. Wouldn't want her to be my enemy at all.



7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her

Why should I change her, if I really love her I'd accept her as she is. She's unique as she is.



8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...

tikam belakang aku!



9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is

baling dengan katak, cicak, grasshopper, ular, hamster, tikus, cencorot, all in one time. masa utk bls dendam! heheh~



10. The overall impression of him/her is...

org plg down-to-earth aku penah jumpe. jgn terkejut eh, it is the truth! pajid has a lot of good qualities that people don't know because people always saw the groovy side of her. she's very strong, mature, BIJAK GILER and cun melecun.




Oryte,dats all ya pajid! adios~(^_^)v

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Safely engaged!



congrates to my akk sepupu...you're someone's fiancee now. i hope your relationship with him lasts forever. he's a really nice guy. next year, i'll be there again to help. (^_^)

Siha tagged me! (=_=')

Why do I have the feeling that I should check on Siha's blog? Instict I guess. I got tagged again~ Lalala~ Ok,bear with me.. The qustion's very long.


1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Siha? She's my group mate, college mate, course mate and university mate.


2. Your impressions towards him/her.
b4 i get to know her or after i know her? if b4 i think she's pampared by her parents. after, she's really good in english, has a happy family and relationship with her bf and loves her best friend very much.


3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
because there's an 's' i cud answer more than 1 ryte? she sent me to our college to get my medicine when i was sick, she brought me to the faculty with her car several times, she was behind me when amin said bad things to me and i like the times that we spent together during the BTN. defensing ourselves with the facy, doing the group singing and etc. all in all, she never hurt me so all the times spent with her was memorable.


5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
Siha? my lover? hmm...i hope not. i'm straight ok! but, if i'm a guy...i'd be the luckiest person on earth to get her. that i know for sure.


6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
i'd thank her for the sweet memories we had before. even tho it's sad if she becomes my enemy but i believe that things wud turn the other way round. i really do believe!


7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her
let me see...her health?? siha, can you do that? (n_n) LOL


8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
it's hard to say. err....she cheated on me and make a scandal with my boyfriend? coz that's the only reason why i hated one of my friends.


9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is
make her happy of course. i've never done it b4, aite siha? maybe being a true friend wud be ok 4 now. (^_^)v


10. The overall impression of him/her is...
well, she's really nice. not stingy, defensive, has a high taste in fashion, clever, patient....in the nutshell, she's a superb friend! you'll know that for sure if you're close with her.


11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
honestly.....i think dat ppl think dat i am not so good in socialising, likes to do things by myself and i often hurt people by my words. pedas dlm diam. iya ke?


12. The character of you for yourself is?
mrs motivator.


13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
i cud love someone so easily regardless of the gender, age and 'pangkat'. sometimes it's a benefit but so many times, it hurts.


14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
my father. so calm, so patient, so introvert and yet so special.


15. For the people who likes you, say something to them
it's been great knowing you guys once in this lifetime. i hope i've left a footprint in your heart coz u guys already did on mine!


16. 8 people to tag:
-pajid
-boi
-tuan
-fatin
-effy
-linO
-amri
-fie


17. who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
hik hik. amezee. btl ke boi?


18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
a female. even tho she's tuan. hahak! sesuai plak soklan dye!


19. If no. 7 and no. 8 were together, would it be a good thing?
astaghfirullahalazim...people say we shud support our friens, but if that's the case i'd still say it's not a good thing. Hahak!


20. How about no. 5 and 6?
effy and linO? no way. kesian apek. kesian sharif. kesian aku.


21. What is no. 1 studying about?
how to ask poeple to join mpp. haha! tesl la dol...


22. Is no. 4 single?
definitely NOT....wlupon kitorg tau agak lmbt....tp tetap tau akhirnye status sbnr dye. huhuh


23. Say something about no. 2.
boi? nice boy...very smart..hot guy...hahak!


done! at last~(^_~)