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Friday, August 29, 2008

My Worries & Fears

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..


I am a foundation student in TESL. I've been studying for almost 2 months in UiTM Shah Alam. So far, life has been great but as a student of course I am still in the process of learning how to be a human. I am very worried about my studies. The thing is, I put my hopes very high but I am afraid that I could not reach it. Alright, I should not be so negative but sometimes I have to be negative to push myself to study hard. English had always been my food since I was in form one.

Alhamdulillah, I was always the best student for English Language but of course, not ALL the time. Soemetimes Meor Ahmad Qadri Meor Azhari beat me! Who cares? As long as I know where my level is. I never had a major problem in grammar and I can write very well (admitted by my teacher that thought me for five years). I do love to write A LOT! Maybe that is why I can write very well. Everything that I write is sincere. I also LOVE TO READ. Therefore, my language proficiency is good. Alhamdulillah, praise Allah. I would not have been this good if Allah did not give me the power. Plus, He also gave me a great teacher in SMAP Labu. Thanks to Puan Khairul Aini too. (^_^)


Back to my worries. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GET BAN6 FOR MY MUET. I know it is hard and I have to work hard for it. I am in the process of doing so. I want to be the first student in UiTM Shah Alam that got a ban6 for MUET. I really, really do! I would really feel satisfied and thankful if I am able to reach that target. Next, I also want to get 4.0 for my CGPA. I want to get 4.0 for both semesters so that I could get Anugerah Naib Canseleri.


So far I think I am doing good. I have not skipped any class, I sent my assignments on time and perfectly, and I also did my very best for the examinations. Alhamdulillah, I got 80% for my Grammar test and 92% for my writing test. I'm really thankful to Allah for giving me the guidance during my exams. I only manage to get highest for my writing test so far, and I'm sharing the place with Nasiha. Well, I've only taken two tests actually so that is why I only write those two only. I hope I would not get too happy with my marks cause this is only the beginning. I still have to walk on a very long road. Hopefully I can manage to reach the end triumphantly. Haha.



My friends are doing okay too..especially Lin O.. I am proud that I could get at least the same marks with her cause I know she's good. (Lin, jgn kembang). I REALLY LOVE TO HEAR HER TALK! Haha! It's very pleasant to hear a person speaking in English with an accent. And that's Lin O.. (^_^) She is not a proud person; she is very humble and down-to-earth. Wait, why am I talking about Lin O anyway? I was giving my comment on my classmates. Okay, back to my comment. I think most of the boys did okay. Like what Pn Norzaina said, the girl got the highest and the girl also got the lowest.


I am very sad with that statement. One thing I know for sure, I want to succeed in this Asasi thingy and I want to succeed with my friends. Therefore, while ensuring that I study hard for my MUET and exams, I would ensure that my friends are doing well too. I am willing to share my time with them and study together. I really want the whole class to get good results. I still want to be their classmates during degree..Especially Pajid, Erin, Lin, Shall and a few others.




What I can conclude is, I have a very high target in my life this year and the next coming year. I will do my best to achieve what I want. And I will not forget my friends too. Life had been great and I hope it would still be great in the future. In fact, i hope it would be better than great. Haha. I really love my friends very much. I hope they love me too. Bye..