Terbang tinggi

buat seketika terasa diri ini kecil berbanding kamu semua.

buat seketika, terasa seperti kita bagai langit dan bumi.

buat seketika, rasa cemburu menguasai diri ini.

kita pernah berpijak pada bumi yg sama,

bermimpi pada paksi yg sama,

tetapi hari ini kita berada di jalan berbeza.

aku melihat kamu semakin jauh..

terbang tinggi meninggalkan kami.

dan kamu sudah berubah..

sekarang,

kita bercakap pada laras yang berbeza,

melihat dunia dari pandangan yg berbeza,

dan kita berjalan juga pada langkah yg berbeza.

hari ini, aku masih tersenyum di sini

aku masih bisa ketawa

aku bisa menangis dan berlagu sepi.

tetapi hatiku bahagia

kerana aku redha dengan jalan ini

biarpun ia berbeza dari kemahuanku dulu

aku bangga

kerana utk berada di sini juga bukan mudah

walau kita punya takdir yg berbeza,

kita masih punya tanggungjawab yg sama

pergilah kamu ke sana

pergi melihat dunia orang,

dan pulanglah dengan kejayaan.

aku akan mendoakan kalian dari tempatku berdiri.

dan aku, aku masih bersujud syukur

kerana aku juga sedang terbang tinggi~

A letter from my heart

To you, my beloved friend.

Do you believe in fate? I do, cause I believe that we met each other because we're destined to. I think we've gone into dis conversation many times b4. It's hard to believe how we, from strangers can become best friends. I used to see you only from afar but now it's impossible not to see you when your bed is just above mine ;). We've learned to know each other's hearts and we've accepted who we are now. It's beautiful how we can't hide things from each other. I may lie to you and you may act like you believed my lie but in the end I'll find out that you knew I was lying. I dunno why I even try to lie to you when you know me too well. Hehe.. I love the fact that I can't lie to you. Funny thing is, every time I want to lie to you I will always forget that you'd knew if it was a lie. Then I end up saying the same thing, "I memang x blh tipu u kan?". Well, it's no fun when you can't lie but to be honest...I feel so grateful to have someone who knows me that well. Back in high school I remember keeping things to myself from my best friend and until the moment I opened my mouth she wouldn't know what happened. I kept the secret for a year and when I finally blurted it out both of us were crying. You see...that won't happen between us. When something is wrong with me, I don't even have to say anything! Y0u'd already know why I'm sad or not okay. Do you know how lucky I am to have you?

Some people say when a person is not expressive, you can't really tell what's going on in their mind. You won't know until they say it. But then again, since they're not expressive how can you expect them to say anything? Well, I have a friend who is not expressive and I do not find it hard to realise how much she loves me. Sometimes it's not words that tell how much one person loves us. It's d small things that they do. Like when you kept quiet every time I'm asleep. You were crying, needed a hug but bcoz I'm sleeping you stayed silent. Or when you were mad at me, you could have screamed to my face but you stayed silent bcoz you didn't wanna hurt me. Or the fact that you tried so hard to make my birthday wish come true although it's not easy.. These small things are the words that you utter silently to me although you didn't realise it. So don't ever think that I don't know how much you care about me.

I had this dream when I was sleeping next to you. You were walking, eyes fixed on the floors and you looked so sad at that time. Yet, you tried to show that you're strong. I dunno why everything was so emotional in my dream. I ran to you and hugged you. I told you that I love you and you hugged me back. I was crying and saying sorry. I knew I didn't do anything wrong to you at that time but I was saying sorry because I couldn't do anything to make you happy. I knew you were sad and I felt bad that I couldn't do anything to help ease your heart. Those tears felt real and I couldn't forget the feeling that I had at that time. I feel so sad and I wish I could bring your pain away but I couldn't. Then you said, "babe, you buat mcm ni mcm kite gaduh pulak". So I stopped hugging you. When I woke up, my heart was beating so fast. I saw your face and that's when I realised that I really love you so much. I syg gilak kat you babe..!

We've been through thick and thin. We've shared our tears, laughter and darkest secrets. After all that we've been ventured I just wanna thank you for always being there. I know in love and friendship we don't have to say sorry or thank you but I kinda disagree with that statement. I think that it is not wrong to want to appreciate your friend and say thank you. It's not wrong to feel bad that you did something wrong and say sorry. So here's a thank you from me for being a true friend to me. I've never thought I could be blessed with such beautiful friendship. And also an apology for the times when I hurt you or made you cry. I hate the fact that we always hurt the ones we love the most. I'm sorry for hurting you without even realising and cause you to cry. Just remember this one thing, I do not want anything else from you...I only want this friendship to blossom till the end of time. I love you babe =)

Winter Sonata Anime

After watching a few episodes of K-ON I find myself speaking Jap again. Then I realised how much I need to do the same for Korea. But honestly speaking, when I speak automatically it's always Korean dat comes 1st. 4 Jap I need to think b4 I speak. Anyway, I started to browse on Manhwa (Korean Animation) and found a great blog. As I was browsing through the blog I found 2 Manhwa's which I immediately search in YouTube. But I wasn't satisfied coz the Manhwa was 4 kids. So I googled 4 Manhwa pictures. Guess what I found? You've read d title of dis post, u should know already..

Winter Sonata animation!! Yeah, how cool is that? I watched the trailer in YouTube and think that it's awesome. Then I watched 1 episode. Haha. Believe me, for those who have passion in Winter Sonata, this anime is a MUST for all of you! As usual the graphics are not disappointing. The best part is they're using the real actor's voice! In Korea too! Dis is totally a bonus for me. I can watch anime in Korea. Haha!! Well, I need to coz now Korea is my 3rd language. Hehe.. :D I posted the trailer at my Facebook profile just now. Then I got the best comment ever from Ariffuddin. "I have the anime already~". I was like Kyaaaaaa~~~I want them!! Huhu so he promised to give me after Raya. Yeay~!! Lucky me! ^^  Alryte, let's juz enjoy some pictures k. See how nice they are k? Have fun~

Nomo kyupta~^^

YooJin shi..

Looking at her..romantic aite? (>.<)

Haha!! Their 1st meeting..

 

This one's cute. Later they kissed^^

It's a must to feel sad when you watch this anime

A picture that brings 1001 secrets from the past

Okay..that's all for now.. Find more on your own if you love them ya.. I'm looking forward to watch the anime after Raya! ^^

K-ON season 2

During our last semester break, I heard from 21 that K-ON season 2 was out. She has downloaded most of the episodes and was waiting for more to come. I was really excited to hear the news! We even got Yuki to watch the series. Heheh..thanx to theOtaku.com for the great wallpapers. Anyway, I just finished watching Iris at DramaCrazy.net yesterday. I was browsing thru other Korean series. I watched 'Personal Taste' since it was recommended to me but I couldn't watch the 2nd ep. Too bad.

That's when I flicked at the anime section of the web. I had no idea what to watch so I just browsed through. Then I saw 'K-ON season 2'! Yess! The perfect choice! Guess what happens next? Never-ending-rolling-on-the-floor-laughing! That's what happened! Haha ^^ No kidding peeps. Dats why I luv it so much. It's damn hillarious!

K-ON reminds me of how fun it is to have silly and crazy friends. Their life is so colourful. When they had field trip, other students were obediently sleeping but they were having pillow fights in their room! Then, when their sensei came in to shut them up, they end-up throwing a pillow right at her face. Haha (^^,) When she looks down, all the four girls are asleep! I thought that would be the last of it. But no, right after sawa-chan sensei went out, they switched on the light and continued their pillow fights. I've never had any pillow fights altho I've been to a few field trips myself.

Watching K-ON makes me wanna have more memorable memories with my friends. They seriously had so much fun together. Life was so carefree for them. I wish I could feel the same way about life. They are supposed to be seniors but they acted like twelve year olds. And the best part was, it didn't matter that they were childish. They were having FUN together!

That's a picture of Mugi-chan at the supermarket. She was so thrilled with the things that people can buy at the market. (she has never been to any market coz she comes from a rich family) I can understand why Mugi was excited but Yui and Ritsu was playing around and feeling joyous as if they have not been to a market as well! Yui wore a mechanic kind of uniform and said it could be good or their club's uniform! Seriously, they did so many cool things at the supermarket. 

Anyway, I have not finished watching the series. But so far, I'm not disappointed at all. To those who hasn't watched K-ON, you should see me and I'll give you the 1st season. Watch it, and you'll surely want to watch the 2nd season as well. Thanks to 21 I finally have a full anime in my laptop besides Death Note series. ^^ Hmm..I've not been so excited about anime for quite some time. I miss talking about anime. Whatever it is, do check this anime out ya! Da~