How did I fell for him?

No answer to that. Perhaps his colourful personality attracted me. It's kinda funny ya know? He is a friend but I like him. It's not wrong to like someone, aite? But I like him more than a friend and I want to be special to him. Too bad he is someone else's bf. Wani told me, "So what if he has a gf?". Hahak! You bet it is. Well, I know nothing would change even if he knows that I like him. Pajid had been asking me who is this guy and I just couldn't tell her. She laughed when I say I was embarrassed. *sheepish* But I am! He is not the same as the guys that I liked before. And, Pajid knows him so I couldn't tell her who he is. In case you guys are picturing TESL students, bring my classmates out of the list ya! I dun think it's obvious that I like him coz I never showed it. Except for the times when we ate together kot? Even that is not so obvious. Aiya~Why am I thinking bout this stuff when I have loads of assignments?? Sigh~maybe becoz I really hope someone would be there for me when I am so damn tired, or frustrated, or irritated or any time at all. I meant him of course. Hey you! I love you!

Wanita

Seorang anak laki-laki kecil bertanya kepada ibunya

"Mengapa engkau menangis?"

"Kerana aku seorang wanita", kata sang ibu kepadanya.

"Aku tidak mengerti", kata anak itu.

Ibunya hanya memeluknya dan berkata,

"Dan kau tak akan pernah mengerti"

Kemudian anak laki-laki itu bertanya kepada ayahnya,

"Mengapa ibu suka menangis tanpa alasan?"

"Semua wanita menangis tanpa alasan",

hanya itu yang dapat dikatakan oleh ayahnya.

Anak laki-laki kecil itu pun lalu tumbuh menjadi seorang laki-laki dewasa,

tetap ingin tahu mengapa wanita menangis.

Akhirnya dari Tuhannya dia mengetahui...

Allah berfirman:
"Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita,
ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa.
Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia;
namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan "

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya "

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh "

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya "

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya "

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu"

"Dan akhirnya,
Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan.
Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bilapun ia perlukan."

Kau tahu:
" Kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya, susuk yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya.

Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, kerana itulah pintu hatinya tempat dimana cinta itu ada."

My Tag For You People

At last, I manage to think of a tag. I know you guys are busy right now. You don't have to answer this tag now, just answer it when you feel like doing so. I know everyone's busy.

1. What are the two impossible things that you wish you could have?
2. Why do you want to have it?
3. What would you do if you really have it?

As for me, I really wish I could fly and be invinsible whenever I want. Why do I want it? Because I think it would be so calm, flying high above and seeing the earth under your nose. Everytime I feel like running from my problem I would fly, duduk kat awan and tenangkan fikiran. Best giler. Invinsible because...I think it's cool. Hehe. Who wouldn't want to be invinsible?

Actually I though of these things when I was a kid. Just now, I remembered it coz I had to walk in the rain, climb the steep road just to reach the library and finish my assignment. If I could fly, it wouldn't be so tiring. It's ok to fly with an umbrella. Its much better than walking. Luckily it was just drizzling. And I haven't even taken my dinner. Ouh...

Okla, enough bout my story. I wanna tag these people.

• Pajid
• Effy
• Tuan
• Wani
• Haris
• Fie
• Boi
• Lin
• Maryam
• Amri
• Arifuddin

Kim Yoo Bin!!

Today I'm sharing with you guys a little bit bout wonder girls. There are so many things that I can share bout them. For today, let's talk about Yoo Bin first, since she's my favourite. :p For those who realised, you'd ask "what happen to so hee??". Well, she's still my favourite but she has fallen in the second place. :p. Huhuh. I love Yoo Bin the most now.

this is Yoo Bin. she looks really sweet with that long hair.

Why do I love Yoo Bin the most? Since the first time I watched Wonder Girla clip, I have felt so amazed with her. Well, I like people who can rap well. Though, at that time I was not really into Wonder Girls so it was just a one-time amazement. This year, I managed to watch more videos about them. The person that attracted me the most was So Hee. She was so damn cute that I couldn't take my eyes off her. Refer to my previous posts for her picture,keyh? Everytime I searched for wonder girls' pictures I'd save So Hee's pics the most. Time after time, I realised that So Hee is the weakest vocalist in wonder girls. The only thing that I like about her is her cuteness. Hm...last week, I dunno why but I couldn't help but to adore Yoo Bin more than So Hee. Yoo Bin is very cool, she can dance very well and her English is superb! I have more reasons to love Yoo Bin now! :p Haha! I really wish I could meet her in person. Communicating wouldn't be a problem because she can speak English very well. Would that day ever come? Hm...I hope so! Oklah, dun wanna membebel byk2. Here are some facts about Yoo Bin.

• Full name: Kim Yoo BIn
• Birthdate: 4th October 1988
• Height: 163cm (just a lil taller than me)
• Weight: 54kg
• Company: Of course JYP
• Position in Wonder Girls: Rapper

This is the first rap that Yoo Bin wrote by herself.

Always seeing you roam around me.

My heart pounds without me even knowing.

Wondering if you love me too or maybe even like me.

I thought of maybe trying to find out but if it’s only my misunderstanding

My feelings will be revealed and it might all end.

Because of my pride I rejected here and there but he tells me he doesn’t hate the way I’m acting.
These days I feel as if we are drifting apart

It’s not the same as the old times, our love that is.

It might be because of greed and me.

Because the love has become so bigI might have made it hard on you.

Or the way I always become suspicious of you.

What do I have to do to make it go back to the old times,our first time.

Yesterday I called him.

Because I wanted a new start all over again

I told him let’s solve all our misunderstanding

And say all the things we want to say to each other.

And that I’m sorry and I love youYou’re the only one for me, believe me

Like the old timesLet’s go back to the time when we were happy.

Do you know that

You are my everything and I love you

this is Yoo Bin's signature.

Ok...I guess that's all for today. Next time I'll update more about her,keyh? Yoo Bin rocks!! I love Yoo Bin!!

Tag dari Ayong

1.Anda rasa anda hot?

Ape punye soalan daa....Kalo aku panas aku buka la kipas,ape susah! (yg jwb soklan ni bdk TESL ye,harap maklum!)

2.Upload gambar kegemaran anda.

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?

Mesti la sbb sy suka Ming Dao...takkan sebab sy jatuh cinta ngan lizard tu kot..

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

Rasanya kali terakhir mase tgh tgk konsert final AF6. Dah lame sgt dah tue. Kesian aku!

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

Pagi tadi dgr lagu asli kat dlm bas uitm. Tak tau tajuk lagu tu ape. Tp best gak lagu die.

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?

Buka facebook and tgk folder gambar2. Kot2 la nak tukar gambar kat atas tue.

7. Selain dari nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan panggilan aper?

Erm....ape ya? Adik kot?? Ramai sgt dah org pggil aku adik. Hehe. =)

8. Tag lagi 6 orang dengan hati terbuka tanpa rasa kekesalan sila lakukan kalau taknak kena denda mandatori.

Eleh,macam aku heran kalo kena mandatori. Err...mandatori tu hape?? *tajuk buku Ramlee Awang Mursyid kot* (ni bukan bazla yg taip, tangan dia yg taip)

• Pajid
• Effy
• Siha
• Syaza Izura
• LinO BING
• Amri

9. Saper no. 1- kepada anda?

Best friend, buah hati pengarang jantung bak kate Ayong.

10. Orang no 3 - ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?

akim la. Engku akim. Nak tau name penoh die bace blog Siha. Den tak hafal la. Hehe.

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang no. 5 ?

Satu-satunya kawan aku yg kenal perangai aku yang boleh ditegur. Aku suka setiap kali dia terus terang and tegur aku. Daripada org yg tak suka tp tak cakap and aku pun terus-terusan buat salah. Thanks dear! =)

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4 ?

Kembar aku yg tak seiras. Sepupu aku yg paling rapat ngan aku. Sekarang tgh keje part-time jadi cikgu tusyen. Jelez tul. Dahla cikgu BI. Baca la blog die,best tau! http://zaizuraza.blogspot.com

13. Siapakah orang no. 2 ?

Effy yang SENGAL. Org yg selalu bertembung ngan aku kat toilet. =p Haha!

14.no 6 ape cerite?

Encik anti-couple. Juga dikenali sebagai megane-chan oleh aku. Beliau sgt pro main UNO tp tak diiktiraf oleh aku lg la. Kuang3x...

More Tags People!

This tag is made by my roommie, Anis. I love it! It's really interesting.

All you have to do is post 5 pictures from your pics file (duh...of course), describe those pics n reason why u like/hate it...But, here's a condition, u can only post pics with NO, ZERO, NOT AT ALL human/people's face in it! Only things/objects/scenery that u might have snapped somewhere...let there be more pics n colors in ur blog people! =D

Okies Anis, so these are my pictures! Enjoy! =)

Aren't these cute?? Hehe...Guess which one belongs to me. We got the sticker from Effy. It's cute,huh? She bought it from Kedah when she went back home. It's not that expensive either. You should buy one for your handphone too! Hehe..

What can I say about this picture? Teacher's love to write on the board? Haha! Even though it's merely informative, it was really hilarious. To those people whose names are written up there, don't blame me ya! I don't have much pictures of non-human in my folders. Hehe..

This picture reminds me the fact that it was so hard for me to wear that tag. I couldn't believe that I gave my name to a national debate championship. Haha! Funny! Well, it was fun but it shall be the last memoir of my debate days. Goodbye debate! Depite the fact that I love you, I just couldn't live with you right now. Tsk tsk.

The name of this folder is 'Sya's Fashion Show'. Hehe. I took this picture using Wani's webcam. It was a Sunday evening. Those were the cloths that I would wear on the next whole week. I just bought the two blouses and was excited to wear them to class. Unfortunately, we didn't have any class on Wednesday so I didn't have the opportunity to wear that blouse to class yet.

Last but not the least. I love this picture because it reminds me of that day. The day when we celebrated our roommates birthday. It was a surprise party and we acted ignorant about her birthday the whole day. She even cried three times on that day coz we were not the only ones that "forgot" her birthday! Her whole classmates didn't say anything to her either! Haha! Poor faizah.... Nevertheless,in the end she was the happiest!

Okay, so these are the people that I want to tag. Take your time to do this tag and put great pictures in your blog,k?

Nasiha * Pajid * LinO BING * Syaza Izura * Effy BDK SENGAL

Have fun doing the tag! =)

What Lovely Complex Character Am I?

What Lovely Complex Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

Err...okay...the description's kinda true, but Nobuko chan??? OMG!! He's a nyah for god's sake. Why didn't they ask whether I'm a girl or not?? Hahak! Never mind, after all, he doesn't look like a nyah at all. Creepy la!

Jgn Jeles Ha~ (Part 2)

Fufufu~I found more pictures..Love them!! I guess they are promoting the denim. Is it available in Malaysia?? Hehe...Hafta check that out. Probably not. Huhu!!

Pink! Definitely my fav clolour.


oOohh~~looks so mysterious....

They look so cool,huh? Love this picture!!

wee....this one's my fav!! the cutest of them all!!

P/s: a few days ago, 21anis hafizah showed me a video on wonder girls. Throughout the show, I couldn't help screaming and pulling her hand out of excitement. Muahahaha! I really love them! *wink*

Interesting babe!

1) Go to your photos folder in your computer.

2) Go to the 6th folder of photos.
3) Go to the 6th picture in the folder.
4) Put the picture in your blog and and description of it.
5) Invite six friends to join the challenge




Huhu~interesting tag I got from Siha. Describe this picture? Well, it's purple day!! You can see more pictures from my blog. Err...I mean....from the right part of my blog. How do I explain? The one that I put at the right side of my blog? Huhu. I guess you'd understand. We didn't plan to wear the same colour on that day. I thought Siha wanted to wear a blue coloured blouse. That morning, my eyes bulged when I saw the colour of our blouses! They're both purple!! LOL!! Enough bout the description.

I wanna tag these people:

1. 21anis
2. Ayong~~
3. Pajidung
4. Effy yg sengal
5. En. Al-Sabri
6. Lindonut

Have fun doing the tag!(^_^)v

What Clannad Character Am I?

Kyou huh? I guess I am a bit clingy with my sister. Hehe..

I only have 4 more episodes to go!!

The lesser the episodes are, the less time I have to finish watching it.

Sigh~what to do..

Assignments and studies come first.

Between clannad and Kanon, I would say that Kanon has more surprising elements in it.

But they're both almost the same.

Why didn't the otakus make a quiz on Kanon characters?

I'd love to do it if they have any..

Yet Another Tag

1) Who are you?
I'm bazla.

2) Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Definitely friends, but between family and friends..family comes first.

3) How often do you think of committing suicide?
Probably once in a month.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nope.

5) How many babies you want?
One boy and a pair of girl (twins).

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Does it matter? Come on people, we learned physics. Duhh..

7) What is your goal for this year?
Starting my first semester in degree, not going to NS and build up a new life, with new environment and new perceptions.

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
I used to, and I still do.

9) What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)
Perfection is not important. Nobody's perfect, obviously. But, if I were to choose a bf I would find these quality in him.

• someone who loves his religion, works hard to know his religion and practices what is stated in the Holy Quran.
• soemone older than me, maybe around 5 years older than me and MATURE.
• someone I can respect and listen to. someone with wisdom.
• someone who respects me and do not look down on me.
• someone who is not pushy, patient and honest.
• someone responsible and knows his priorities.
• someone I can rely on, and at the same time feel very secure with him.
• someone who understands me and does not bore me with the same questions everyday.
• someone brave and confident, even though he is petite.
• someone who loves me

10) What feeling do you love most?

The feeling when I know I can share anything with my dad and he would listen attentively, and giving me advice later on. I miss that feeling.

11) What are the requirments you wish from the other half?

i want him to have a stable life. he must know his responsibilities and work on it. he must be honest even though it hurts.

12) Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate?

nope. dun wanna interfere with that person's life.

13) What does flying means to you?

Feeling high, confident and satisfied.

14) What do you crave for the most currently?

I wanna go home, rest and spend time with my family.

15) Who's hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?

I don't even know them! :p

16) Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

Wani ^^ dancingfreak, emogirl, expressive, sensational, caring.

21anis^^momma, superotaku, japanesegirl, humble princess, cam whore.

AlSabri^^flirtyboy, megane chan, spelling-bee partner, uno striker, durian lover.

17) What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?

Eat a lot. Muahaha~

18) If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

The days when abah was around. I want him to know that he's a great father.

19) What are your fear(s)?

losing my family . losing friends . losing trust . losing hope . losing my belief . losing sanity .

20) 8 people that I want to tag.

1. Pajiedu
2. LinO BING
3. Nasiha
4. Syaza Izura
5. Mr. Syafiruddin
6. Haris
7. Arifuddin
8. Biskut Marie