Shopping 4 christmas?

It's christmas again! Even my dearies are out shopping.. Let's take a peek at them ya? Enjoy~!

These santas are sexy! >.<

YooBin looking so cute!

Who's dis? D naughty YooBin!

Lol! How nice!

Two buddies~Sun Mi & So Hee

Sun Mi making a cute face!

Sun Ye,what's that?

Sun Ye loves it!

YooBin is always d most naughty-looking one.

Merry X'mas from Wonder Girls~

Credits to Wonder Girl's official website for all the pictures! Do visit the web some time if you're free!

Cried again

I cried again just now. Well, not literally though. I was holding my tears coz my brother and mom was around. Cudn't cry in front of them. If they ask, my answer wud make them laugh. "I'm crying coz I miss Wonder Girl's so much". I watched a few of their live performance just now. The one in US and also a few other concerts in Shanghai. D 1st song that I listened to was my fav song, This Time. I dun really rmmba d meaning of d song but every time I listened 2 d song I wud feel touched and sad at d same time. Seeing them singing full heartedly made me become emotional juz now. Then I watched them sang Saranghae. Dat was d last song dat they sang on dat concert. The feeling juz struck me straight to my heart. When I saw them singing, and they too were holding their tears..oh, it was so touching. Luckily my mom told me to feed my cats so I got distracted 4 a few minutes. Sigh... I guess I really miss them. And I guess I really love them that much. (teringat Faizah ngs tgk Suju) Anyway, let me cry as much as I want. What can I do if I miss them that much aite? Yoo Bin, Sun Ye, Ye Eun, So Hee and Sun Mi...saranghae.. :')

Wonder Girls in So You Think You Can Dance

Thanks to k-pop news, I was informed that Wonder Girl's wud be performing in So You Think You Can Dance. I was so excited when I read the news. I dunno when will it be aired so I tried not to miss watching it every week. Well, it didn't appear eventually until I found dis video! I'm so damn proud of them! =) I've been sitting in front of the tv every week to watch it. No wonder I fail to watch it..it's not aired yet. Hehe.. This is 4 all Wonder Girls' fan.

Wonder Girl's you're the best! Sranghae..

everyone was screaming when YooBin raps! ;)

Pictures 2 share

credits to allkpop.com 4 d pictures! ^^

Bogo Ship Da (T_T)

Sigh....I've been missing Wonder Girls so much I feel like crying. (exaggerating again) Seriously people! I like After School too but they can never beat WG. Not in a million years! WG is way better than AS. But now, dis lappy is full of AS's videos uploaded from YouTube! Where r u WG?? I miss u..can't bear waiting too long.. The K-POP entertainment is packed with the so-called new image groups. But you guys will always be the best.. Sob sob. Saranghae, WG..

Growing up and learning

I've been taking my time to heal and grieve. I can't say that I'm fully healed now but I'm better. When I was down, I really felt lonely, sad and alone. Suddenly I was craving for my friend's attention and hoping that someone would just ask "how r u?" and I will surely spill everything out. I've been waiting 4 someone 2 give a hand bcoz I know I'm not strong enuf 2 face it alone. Till one day, I met an angel.

What she did was very simple. She listened. And it helped a lot. She cheered me up, made me laugh several times and comforted me a lot. D fact dat she had gone through so many things in her life helped her to give good advices to me. What she said was different from what other ppl keep saying to me. She's really an angel, because she brought me out of the dark cave I've been sitting in. I thought I would never have the guts to get out and face the world. But I did. With her help. Thank you so much angel. It's true, you will know who your friends are when you're down.

I've always been the one motivating, the shoulder to cry on and the one to listen to my friends prob. And I always showed a strong face in front of everyone to show that I can handle things. But last week was the hardest act that I have to pull in front of my family. It was d 1st time I ever felt that I have failed. Yet, I can't share. Well, everyone has to fall down in order to be strong right? So dis test is only a small test for me. I'm sure there will be more awaiting 4 me in d future. It seems scary but I can never hide 4ever. I learned a lot from dis incident. That must be d reason why I got it in d 1st place. Anyway, class will start in 2 weeks time. I'm looking 4ward to meet everyone. ;-)

Falling down and not wanting to stand back

Result was out yesterday. Many of my friends were happy with their results. I'm happy for them too. Mine was not satisfying enough but I'm still thankful with it. I knew it all the way coz I didn't have a good feeling yesterday. Every time I sat in front of d laptop, wanting to check I said to myself, "okay..be prepared 2 c ur aim not achieved". And it's true, my result was out of target and unfortunately I have to say goodbye to ANC.

My friend sensed the sadness that I had. She said she kept on remembering me d whole day. Well dats normal. If you love a person u can feel dat something's not right when she/he is sad. I dunno u love me dat much Wanie, thanx! =') She motivated me when I was on the verge of a breakdown. In fact, everyone in fb was trying 2 cheer me up. Ema,Naim,Ainatul.. Thanx guys.. Really appreciate it.

I know this is not d end. I know ANC is not everything. I know that I have to move on but can I say that I'm just a normal human and be frustrated? I don't know when will I move on and wake up but for now I don't feel like doing so. I can accept my result but I need time to digest that information. It's not every day ur dream is shattered right?

I wonder who would bring me out from dis dark cave? Wud it be myself or my friends? Well, at d end of d day everyone knows self motivation is the best motivation. It's bcoz friends come and go. They can't stay next 2 u all d time. I'm still searching 4 my inner strength. I'll let you know when I've found it. Till then...I will be a different me. Tears.